Well there is a word that I haven't had the chance to tango with in a long time. "Regularity" would be the furthest thing from what my life is right now. You know how people always say, "Normal, whats normal this day in age." Well I think I have figured out that answer. Its what you as a person feel your supposed to be, maybe some people don't know what they are supposed to be, but they still feel uncomfortable when they veer too far from what they know.